~animedragon56

new account: greydove7

just so you know i will no longer be posting on this account
all my stuff is going into storage
minus a couple of peices i really like

ill get around to watching everyone again in a bit

my screenname is the same

its about time i changed something i came up with in 5th grade


hope to see you around

life = completely sucking about now

isnt it great when you think you know people completely and they just decide to completely screw you over?

not on purpose of course...

that's how i feel about now
my life has slowly been turning upside down

and all i can do is pray it gets better
by some miracle things might turn out alright

i hate this feeling that there is nothing on earth i can do
this is the most angstfull ive been in a long time
say FOREVER

and somehow i feel like this is all my fault...

oh yes, hopelessness is definently fun

now here's a pathetic try at optimism:

things like this bring you alot closer to your family and your values
you realize those are the only two things that can stay constant in your life

i feel so pathetic though, like a child
i look forward everyday to getting home and being with my family
because i know they will be there
these are my teenage years, im supposed to be in rebellion, finding my freedom (but aparently im fitting the requirement of angst right now)
instead im chaining myself to my family, just to stabalize myself
its like i dont care about my friends anymore
theyre just people i talk to, to keep up appearances
its like all of it is superficial now
and all i ever think about it getting away

its so much easier to run from your problems

grrr...i cant figure out how to post my uploaded deviantart pictures on gaia

of course im a newbie so everyone is either apathetic or too busy moaning about how they need gold, clothes, or friends to care

...what a materialisic society we live it

anyways...i figured out that you CANT just link to the page the picture is on

past that im lost
any help is appreciated

oh, and if you care my name is grey_dove

pah, so my little freshman friend convinced me into getting a gaia account

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I dont have TIME for something this cool to consume my soul

and that's saying alot
all i have right now is 141 gold, a ripped shirt, and a pair of boots

if anybody cares my account is grey_dove

....im thinking about changing alot of my user names to that, including deviant art

animedragon56 just isnt who i am anymore
(go fig. i came up with that in 5th grade)

grey_dove has a sorta sobering affect too

what do you think?
change or no?

so alex was in a kindly mood

so i you can now see my latin competition pics

...and if you feel like visiting my scrapbook
a really weird character that came to me in a dream

*shudders*
he still scares me
...in that fluffy 'im cute, hug me while i eat you' sense of the word

its weird...i tried changing my avatar liek 2000000 times last week
and it just now showed up different

...chibi legalos was aparently jealous of my rediscovered affinity for star wars

well he can just go off and shoot something

Edit: ok so i lied, i just updated with a completed photoshop versoin of 'marf dog' so you can see how screwed up my dreams really are